07-06-2011 More free write for better essay

As it turns out that they also would have a media degree that I did not know about and enrolled in my general education and media education classes. I have found many bumps along the way some more like sink holes, however I’m facing them. This is where I begin my winners part. If I look back to the first time I went to school, I would have stayed in that rut. The thought process I will never amount to anything but another worker in the world; but instead I took a chance on a class that looked interesting and found a family of people just like me. I know some people say that sounds scary but whatever.

            This is just due to the fact that one day I told myself to go for it and do not think about it. Since then I have been telling myself I will get through this and get to be a producer. Now you may ask how the next part is going to happen. Well, just because of a happenstance, I was chosen to go to a contest for the school and got gold. Then I was told I would be part of the national team for the school. I was so pumped up, you have know idea. I. Do not make a fuss just due what your told to get by, do not challenge the way things are done. I can tell you now if your idea is better, just say it. Do not let people talk over you, be heard and you will go far.

            Now that brings me to the last part of the quote, working toward the future. That is what I’m doing every day. I refuse to hear that idea will never work or you cannot do that. I tell them that it will work and that I will make it happen. I do not just have a goal to go out and be a producer, no I will have my own production company and have many aspects of it.

07-5-2011

I just feel that I have all most nothing left in the tank. I have done all I can, with work,school and life. All I have done is go go go that's it. So I ask what do you think I could do. My life is just so messed up I don't know what way to turn. So I think I'm going to knock this out. This is my second go at this here is a short little story of what has happened to me.

So I did what I was told would be the best for me, drop out and get a job. This is where I found myself for a majority of my life. I went form banking to retail and then restaurants. The various jobs that I had made it clear that they were the worst jobs possible for me. Once I realized this I went to find a good stable job that I could live with until I retired. It was then that I found the plasma center, this is where I have been for four years. And no, I was not donating, I was drawing the plasma.  It was here that I found my calling I guess you can call it that. One day our center was asked to be in a production video. They asked several employees to be in the video including me and I said yes.

As soon as I said yes there was a scene of peace and I knew that I had made the right choice, so what to do. I think I will just keep going. So that is what I have to say for to day. Besides that my internet is so stupid. Do not get internet by satellite, it goes out when ever it wants.

07-4-2011 Freewrite

This is just due to the fact that one day I told myself to go for it and do not think about it. Since then I have been telling myself I will get through this and get to be a producer. Now you may ask how the next part is going to happen. Well, just because of a happenstance, I was chosen to go to a contest for the school and got gold. Then I was told I would be part of the national team for the school. I was so pumped up, you have know idea.

            I was on my way to showing people what I can do it, not just it.  I was then asked to be part of a team, of course I said yes to it. Then I was ask to be the co-producer, that was one of the best and smelliest experience I have ever had. In forty-eight hours we made a movie, not just a little docudrama but a real movie. We might not have received any awards for it but we did it.

            I never have seen myself as a leader, I was always made to follow, mostly due to the fact of me not being told to step out be loud and proud.  I was the kid that everyone had made fun of, the one that just did what my family did. I was that way my whole life. Do not make a fuss just due what your told to get by, do not challenge the way things are done. I can tell you now if your idea is better, just say it. Do not let people talk over you, be heard and you will go far.

07-03-2011 Credo

“Losers live in the past. Winners learn from the past and enjoy working in the present toward the future.”
 Denis Waitley quotes (American motivational Speaker and Author of self-help books. b.1933)
This quote does it for me, for those people that do live in the past, why you need to learn from what you did and change your life so that it never happens again. If you learn from you past you will be able to make the present more to what you want. This in turn will make your future more of a reality. Now some people think that I’m odd for thinking this way, but I live my life by this if you think it, it will happen. I do have proof of this if, “I say I’m going to Hollywood it will happen,but if I say I want to go then it never will.” Here on out I will be much more in control of my life. No longer paying attention to those that put me down. I will put myself through school and go make my name in Hollywood. A person that lives in the now and learns from the past is going to be much more complete than a person that dwells on the past and loses the now.

7-2-2011

I have not had the best luck. All I have wanted to due is get done with school. It looks as if there are just so many obstacles in my way. I do think that I will be able to get done with Biology this semester,but that may be it. I keep trying to due this for English but just can not find the time. So then I have to seat and type like know other. My life is boring, work and school. That is all I due,I can not talk about work on here. I have to say that it is just a job but I need it.

So that is all I did today was work and do Biology all day long now that is all I can say. So I know this does not meet the three hundred word requirement. But today was not a fun day it was long and very boring. I do have to say that I'm doing good in one class.

Sorry for posting this all later then what I wanted with my internet being what it is. I just got signal so I going to post all my late blogs. So that is what happened to me today.

7-1-2011

Welcome to Friday! Today was not at all what I had thought it was going to be. First, it is my best friends birthday. So happy birthday to Jenn. Second, My friend from work was going to take me out, but she did not get the money she thought. So there went that plan. I then get a call from my best friends sister and I go see her. Which I think every time is adventure. She has been known to be out there some times.

So this is what started my Friday night to Saturday morning. We meet at the shack it is what we call the place we hang out. I get there she said there will be lots of people,there was four of us. So we just set there for hours. That is what normally happens. So I thought, see she brought this girl there that was very interesting. I say that due to what she was talking about. She had just turned twenty-one and had been very busy. That is all I'm saying on that topic.

So I wanted to leave due to the fact of having to work three days in a row. I did not want to stay out to late. Which turned into about one in the morning. So got home and crashed. Not what I wanted for this Friday. I was wanting to have a better day, with more of my friends. I would of liked to go see my best friend. But such is life that things do not go the way you want them to.

Sorry for posting this all later then what I wanted with my internet being what it is. I just got signal so I going to post all my late blogs. So that is what happened to me today.

Know Your Audience Analysis Blog Post

From what I have read in the post, we have a very broad range of people in our class. From doctors, psychologist and movie producers. So that is avast array of people. It will be very hard to write for all this different personality’s. However as a movie person that is one thing we have to over come. For instance did you know that the news is written on a sixth grade level. That to me is a very sad thing. If the majority of people can not think or comprehend above sixth grade.

That is one thing we need to change. But for now let us focus on the audience we have in front of us. People are set into two major groups, the risk takers and as for the other group is the side line watchers. With these two types of people it is hard to get any writing on the head. Some people will always say that was to graphic, while the others are that was very boring. I have to say that the class is the same way.

Some people do not want to think of what is going to happen. Where others think the know so the better get done all they can. Over all the audience for this class is the risk group. There are some that do not want to think about what is coming, they just want to stay in there comfort zone. Some people say it has to do with how old you are.

I how ever do not think that way, I say it is how you where raised. People that had a laid back child hood are most likely to be the more no risk takers. But if you did not get to go out and hang with friends when you where a child are more risk takers. But that is just how I look at the world and the audience for this class.

06-30-2011

Well today I feel much better then yesterday. No more almost falling asleep in my booth at work. I was wide awake the whole day. But it was also packed today. So there was no time to get tired. There was not that much going on today. I did not even have people yell at me. So over all I think it was a good day.

So I guess I will talk about school for a little bit. I have been doing great in science, maybe I wont get a fail do to the fact that the school has a double standers. What I mean is that if you go on-line you have to pass twelve of your labs, but if you go in a school setting all you have to do is say hi I'm here for the labs twelve times and leave with out doing them. So because of three points on one lab had to redo biology again.

Now with English I'm doing fine this is the last English class I have to have. But I think I will do one more to get two degrees instead of just one. All I would have to do is take English 102 to get two degrees so I think yes.

That is if the college will stop trying to take my financial aid from me. Every semester it is the same thing. We have found another way of making it harder for you to get out of school. It is like they want you to fail. So I plan on filling another appeal. They say do it on your own for one semester and will give it back. But then one semester later we are taking it away again.

So that is all I have to say right now in tell tomorrow.

So that is what happened to me today.

06-29-2011

Last night I went to go see the best part of the Transformers series. All I have to say is epic. It was the best on by far. My only worry is that the director and the main male lead do not want to make any more of them. There was to be six total movies, there is still three more scripts out there. Like the dino-bots. See with one part in Transformers three there is a bridge that can go back to the past, so maybe that is how they are planing to do it. How ever they do it is not the problem the way I see it is there making money. So why stop now.

Well after the movie I got home at three-fifteen in the morning. See there would not a be any problem with that but I had to get up and go to work for ten hours in less then four. So I got about three and a half hours of sleep. The whole day was not fun I did not get back to my house in tell ten a clock that night. So need less to say I was so tired and about to fall over. When I got home I fell asleep tell about seven thirty in the morning.

I was totally thinking I'm getting to old for midnight movie openings, but then I told my self not to even think that way. If I want to get into the business I have to work twenty four seven. So I'm going to have to suck it up and get use to it. Sleep or dead line, I would have to say dead lines. There is a saying I can sleep when I'm old or died. I hope for the old part. So that is what happened to me today.